Memoir

I will not write a memoir. I have lived long enough to know that the full account of a life requires a distance I have not yet achieved, and a candor that would cost more than it would clarify. But Misaligned is as close as I expect to get. It is not a confessional. It does not ask for sympathy. It examines, as honestly as I am capable of examining, what happens when the wrong map is applied — with discipline, with genuine effort, with the best intentions available — to the territory of a life. ...

Man’s Search for Meaning Viktor Frankl, 1946 Executive Summary Viktor Frankl was a psychiatrist before Auschwitz. He was still a psychiatrist after it — but a different kind, one whose theory had been tested in conditions that most theorists never approach. Man’s Search for Meaning is two books bound together: the first is a memoir of survival; the second is an introduction to logotherapy, the therapeutic framework Frankl developed from what he observed. The central claim of both halves is the same: the last of human freedoms is the freedom to choose one’s attitude toward any given set of circumstances. Everything else can be taken. That cannot. ...

Meditations Marcus Aurelius, ~170–180 AD Executive Summary Meditations was never meant to be published. Marcus Aurelius wrote it for himself — a private journal of self-correction, a daily practice of returning to what he believed when the pressures of empire made it easy to forget. He was the most powerful man in the world for nearly two decades, and he spent much of that time reminding himself not to act like it. The thesis is not stated because it was not written for an audience: virtue is a daily practice, not an achievement, and the work of it never ends. ...

Pilgrim at Tinker Creek Annie Dillard, 1974 Executive Summary Annie Dillard spent a year paying close attention to a creek in Virginia’s Blue Ridge Mountains and wrote a book that is, on its surface, about what she saw — insects, herons, flood patterns, the geometry of light on water — and is, beneath that surface, about the nature of consciousness, the problem of suffering, and what it means to be alive in a world that is simultaneously beautiful and violent beyond comprehension. Pilgrim at Tinker Creek won the Pulitzer Prize when Dillard was twenty-nine. It is not an ecology book, exactly, though it contains more natural history than most ecology books. It is closer to Meditations than to Silent Spring — a sustained exercise in attention as a spiritual and philosophical practice. The thesis, if it can be stated: seeing takes practice, and what you learn to see will change what you think is true. ...